44003) By day, I don’t eat and exercise a lot. I do all right. But then, when the night comes, I binge, binge and binge. That’s why I will never be thin. I’m such a failure.
44031) I know that I’m not fat, but I also know that there’s more weight I could lose and this is what keeps me going. I know it’s not good but I just can’t stop. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to stop reaching for thinner and thinner. It kinda scares me, but it also kinda comforts me. At least some things never change.